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[ name. ]
jamie. that's my name

[ my music ]
she's not a zealous teenybopper but... a girl yearning for love. she also believes... "Where there's great love there're always miracles."

[ her dearie frenxie ]
` Jasm iine \\ // Laii yan `
` cynthiia \\ // haZariiah `
` james \\ // xiin ren `
` andrew \\ // eLiiZabeth `
` xiiu ru \\ // jun quan `
` n iicholas \\ // kok teng `
` suha iiLa \\ // debb iie `
` Lay y iian \\ // zakk iiyak `
` dom iin iic \\ // L iiL iian `
` ha nnah \\ // wa Lter `
` mary \\ // me Liissa `
` miin yee \\ // sii jiie`
` bert ram \\ // han nah`

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    Tuesday, January 31, 2006

    The real surprise is a MAN...

    "Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to Rashiqah...
    Happy birthday to you!!!"" The song goes on & on.

    *whistles. It's 3rd day of CNY and I'm stucked in Plaza Singapura.
    NO. Not knocking at anyone's door for angbaos
    but celebrating Rash's b.brithday in Swensen.
    We got a nice cute doggy bank with angbao in it JUST FOR HER!!!

    I came across this interesting badge (In PS funky shop)
    that reads,
    "MENopause, MENstruation & MENtal stress.
    Why do all problems start with MEN?"

    There inside Swensen, we ambushed and waited for
    Rash to arrive. (without her knowing who's there alr)
    The staff who brought out the cake was her EX-classmate!
    He's kinda CUTE & Lilian teased him.

    Guess what, the guy wrote down his no.
    for RASHIQAH and not for Lilian. Poor lil Lilian.
    ROFL* The cutie blushed and ask RASH to keep in contact with him.

    HOW SWEET. AN INNOCENT FLIRT.

    Thus, the real surprise was actually that CUTIE and NOT US!
    WTH! so? As long Rash is happy about it.

    I didnt have a solo date with Stitchie, I waited half an hour
    for him not knowing that he's THERE alr. NVM.
    We went to Lido to meet the BAOs for whichever reason.
    (to crash their date. Heex)

    Then, we had dinner @ Orchard Swensen. Baked Rice Fish Fillet YUMMY!
    Alfred was so damn FIERCE. "HAVE DINNER."
    The rest of them have some snacks. Ok.
    Edwin had Fish & Chips. Yianie complained the brownie yucks!
    *eeek... shall not have the brownie next time.

    BUT I must say... CHOCOLATE ROCKS!

    EEerrr... ALFRED was SWEET today. (if only that lasts...)
    Gonna eat him up one day for being so addictive.
    Just joking. Deeply in love for his TENDERNESS! *muacK*

    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:32 PM

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    Monday, January 30, 2006

    CNY Day 1 & 2

    DAY 1: DA YI's Place

    STEAMBOAT AGAIN! I had Reunion Dinner on Sunday with my Uncle & my family. Poor Bro was suffering in Shanghai then.
    Damn him to leave me alone today.
    It's a boring day other than watching movies.
    NO nudity. NO sexual content. Best if it's CARTOON.
    Watched some silly cartoons with my nieces & nephews.

    Obviously I was bored. Jeremy & Sheena didnt want to play
    card games. Jovin was irritated and I was begging to be saved!
    Jovin & I ended up playing DaiDee with Wei Ming and Melvin.

    OMG! They dont even know how to play except Jovin.
    No doubt I was the winner and I didnt bully them ok!
    My cousins said I looked FAT!
    WTH WTH WTH WTF! They changed their mind after examined my FACE!

    "You've got heartshape face. Not fat afterall. Still short!"

    WTH WTH WTH WTF! Must they do this to me? We havent met for years!
    Poor me. Magazine designer for SPH? Cool cousin I got!
    THey're pretty and reaching 28, still single and TALL!
    (at least 168cm, I'm still 165cm!!!)

    I feel disgusted.

    DAY 2: ER YI's Place

    I was cheated! No kids around? I was alone.
    Entertainment PLEASE!!!
    One of my cousin taught me to gamble; LABI.
    The name of the game. WTF! excellant!

    After 1 or 2 hours of speculating the game of the adults,
    MY SAVIOURS came... Wei Ming, Melvin & Ying Ying!!!
    I was free... that means MORE MOVIES to watch
    and a little girl to throw down the block.
    I MEAN to play along with... =))

    OMG! Why is CNY a torture... AngBao $$$$ pretty little too.
    CNY festive isnt happeneing at all.
    ALfred's one sounded BETTER! I wish I can be there.

    You know a one day family exchange programe. X)

    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:40 PM

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    Friday, January 27, 2006

    Back to Marina Square

    Stitch 'n' Lilo 7th Month lovey-dovey.

    I vividly remember the first time we out on date,
    was to check out my Mum @ Suntec.
    Then, we walked around Marina Square & Esplanade.
    It was an innocent and awkward moment.
    That was also the time, I was truly charmed by this young man.

    Now, we're back to our used-to-be hang out area.
    First, we went to shop around Marina Square and
    settle down in Cafe Cartel for Lunch.

    Today, is my turn to place the order and foot the bill first.
    *giggles* sounds confusing? Well, usually Alfred's the one doing it.
    I thought it will be nice for me to do it for him!

    Alfred is so hug-able.
    I was cold and his hugs can warm me up immediately.
    Awww... hao xing fu!!! =)

    As usual, we take a stroll from Esplanade to One Fullerton.
    Nice, peaceful little walk. Awww... hao xing fu again.

    Stitchie head may not be romantic
    but I still love him for who he is.
    No point forcing a guy to be someone he isnt.
    All in all, I'm glad to have him by my side (at the moment)

    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:25 PM

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    Sunday, January 22, 2006

    Alfred is MEAN by nature even to me.
    *deep breathe* Why can't he extremely tender?
    Why must he provoke me which I unintentional did
    few days back?

    He's seem to be taking a revenge by making me jealous.
    I never have him as a whole for my own.
    If I'm not wrong, he doesnt love me but
    hogging me as a possession.

    JEALOUSY is a strong word.

    Am I fated to be with him or am I not?
    Are we meant to be together or are we not?

    After the jealousy he gave and teasing,
    he tried to call and explain.
    I told him not to test my patience.
    In return, he said the same thing.

    Did he forget about me cooling off before making a response?
    I told him I would call him back later which I did.
    It wasn't a nice Hi or Hello to begin with.
    Slowly, we begin to talk about it... and then

    THAT IMAGINARY 3rd PARTY came into the conversation.

    How sickening. We argued alittle and we stopped.
    This was getting nowhere and we're childish.
    I thought that everything will be fine.

    Hopefully, it will and I wish it will be better.

    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:13 PM

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    Friday, January 20, 2006

    quarrelled over imaginary 3rd party

    Previously, we were a weird couple.
    I guess now we are not since we had our first quarrel todae.
    It's over some minor issue.
    The issue of telling him Darren is a perfect guy.

    I admitted it's my fault and
    I shldnt have mentioned it. But I wasn't intentional.
    What's after that, Alfred was so mean.
    That's it.

    He tried to talk to me and expected instant response.
    Can't he give me time to calm down?
    We give in to each other at the wrong time.
    The arguement continued...

    He didn't want to meet me anymore and now
    he claimed that he always wanted to meet me.
    BUT because of one guy caused so many problems.
    I was tired, I wanted to end this arguement.

    SIGH.

    Eventually, I decided to hang out with Mary & Gang.
    He said I have anger management problem!
    I was agitated of course.
    zhen shi da nan ren. yi ding yao bi ren jia dao qian.
    zhe kou qi zhen de hen nan yan de xia qu.

    argh. I really miss him and I was tired to go on.
    I apologized as he wished which I should earlier on.

    his response was somethng like
    "no time to meet each other now, if only u apologize earlier,
    see what you have done." *eyes rolling*

    wo zhen hai mei jian guo zhe yang de da nan ren.
    what to do. I was defeated!!!

    The shopping was definately good.
    Bugis V, Parco Bugis, Far East Plaza, Wisma Atrium * Takashimaya!

    Survivors of shopping spree: STEPH & JAMIE!
    err. We didnt spend alot actually. LOL

    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:56 PM

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    Sunday, January 15, 2006

    SRRR forfeits ; in front of strangers!



    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:57 PM

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    A week later... SRRR

    The break-up incident happened last week.
    At that moment of despair,
    someone approached me to help out in Singapore River Raft Race
    organised by Singapore Polytechnic.
    I was trying to occupy my mind, so I agreed.

    Even we have reconciled, I cant break my promise to Fitri
    and I went to Clark Quey. It's a whole new epxeriences.
    I met many new friends and had plenty of fun.

    (Show you some of my photos there!!! LOL)

    I was "WOW" when Joel told me he know me & how.
    I can't remember a single SHIT!
    I'm not sure if he's really a nice guy.
    Can't comment any further.

    The only person I want to think abt then
    is ALFRED. I know his name appearing almost every
    recent post I blogged. Stop complaining.
    I can't think of anyone who pinched my nose except my cousins.

    Joel is sickening to dump me dozen of lifejacket
    for me to lay on (nice but not so nice. LOL).
    okok. Regarding the pincha-nosey. JOEL PINCHED MY NOSE!
    IDIOT! I can't believe he did that!

    SUXIA, my new friend helped me shampoo my head!
    sweet right! She's as old as Stephanie. Oops!
    I was alil racist (joking!) and LOUD!
    No swearing but overwhelmed with Card Games! UNO!!! DAIDEE!!!

    THe craziest thing I did was to buy ice cream in MACDONALD
    with Fitri @ 3am somethng. LOL. It's a long night guys.

    2nd day of event was so-so. Met UNITY SCOUTS n YUPPIEE YUP. dismantled
    rafts and dumping broken stuffs.
    No regrets. I'm glad I came.
    What kinda ending for 2nd day. LOL.
    I don't care.

    jamie was bouncin' @ 10:27 PM

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    Sunday, January 08, 2006

    We were very tired even before the selection ended.
    I urged him to go home but he insisted on accompanying me.
    Despite my coldness towards him & reminders, he stayed on.
    Hardly spoken any words to him, I didn't want to face him.

    He tried to hold my hand and gave a kiss on my cheek.
    I believe CLOSE FRIEND don't do that.
    So why pretending we're still together?
    It's not even a day we broke up.
    He defended himself that the actions came naturally.

    PRETEND OR NOT TO BE?

    I want him badly but why... did we come up with the conclusion
    to seperate each other. Is our reason justify?
    After much struggles, he told me, "Love you, I always do."
    Did I ever doubt his love for me?
    Perhaps I did. He's always keeping things to himself.

    LOVE ME, LOVE ME NOT.

    It just goes on and off... *tata* we patch up today.
    Against all odds? NOPE. We simply can't let go of each other.
    Now, I really not sure how much longer we can last.

    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:00 PM

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    Saturday, January 07, 2006

    When goodbye doesnt come easy...

    Everyone will have their first time on everything.
    Yesterday was my first official break-up.
    It's official because he's my REAL bf and not any puppy lover.
    My heart is aching even now... my tears has dried up...
    but my mind is still about him.

    It will be difficult to remain as CLOSE FRIEND.
    Maybe, things will become normal if we keep a distance.
    I promised to call him that day and I didnt until much later.
    I was trying to face with the pain.
    How am I supposed to talk to him as if nothing has happened?

    With my puffy eyes, anyone could possibly guess I cried alot.
    The procedure of breaking up wasn't nice at all actually.
    All my emotions... his words... our thoughts surrounded me.
    I was afraid and I knew few months later or even a year later...
    it's impossible to be together. Our feelings might have faded.

    We didnt tell the BAOs directly. WHY did I promise to help out
    AKE selection before we broke up?
    How am I supposed to face him? We behaved weirdly, claimed the BAOs.

    jamie was bouncin' @ 10:25 PM

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