Alfred is MEAN by nature even to me.
*deep breathe* Why can't he extremely tender?
Why must he provoke me which I unintentional did
few days back?

He's seem to be taking a revenge by making me jealous.
I never have him as a whole for my own.
If I'm not wrong, he doesnt love me but
hogging me as a possession.

JEALOUSY is a strong word.

Am I fated to be with him or am I not?
Are we meant to be together or are we not?

After the jealousy he gave and teasing,
he tried to call and explain.
I told him not to test my patience.
In return, he said the same thing.

Did he forget about me cooling off before making a response?
I told him I would call him back later which I did.
It wasn't a nice Hi or Hello to begin with.
Slowly, we begin to talk about it... and then

THAT IMAGINARY 3rd PARTY came into the conversation.

How sickening. We argued alittle and we stopped.
This was getting nowhere and we're childish.
I thought that everything will be fine.

Hopefully, it will and I wish it will be better.