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she's not a zealous teenybopper but... a girl yearning for love. she also believes... "Where there's great love there're always miracles."

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` Lay y iian \\ // zakk iiyak `
` dom iin iic \\ // L iiL iian `
` ha nnah \\ // wa Lter `
` mary \\ // me Liissa `
` miin yee \\ // sii jiie`
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    Sunday, September 04, 2005

    alternative love story

    this idea struck me when i was with him ytd. I wonder could there be an alternative to how our story start. Let's flashback.

    Both of us were involved in RIKE'03 as participants, but we never see each other thru'out that 5-6mth of trainings. Maybe our shoulders brush pass each other? Ha.

    Q: If we did see each other, what will happened next?
    A: Nothing. We can't be bothered to talk. I guess.

    He went to help out AKE'04 1st training and I wasnt there. We missed another chance to see/know each other.

    Q: If I went to the 1st training, what will happened next, again?
    A: Nothing. Simply a Hi-Bye and that's all. Oh, ciao with ppl i know.

    It's the first time, I'm seeing him. But we didnt talk at all, I dont even know his name. He just caught my attention.

    Q: if he has spoke to us (not just me), will we have continue the friendship?
    A: Maybe not. He's only another guy who shows up in my life. Shld u be expecting somethng esle in the beginning? I never thnk of it.

    Few months later, I met him in a course. I wasnt all out to talk to him, because I don't know him. I spoke to our common friends. We weren't close, I didnt thnk of knowing him more. It was until one day, Nicholas finally introduced him to me. DAMN SLOW!!!

    Q: Will the situation be different, if Nicholas has taken the EXPECTED initiative?
    A: I really don't know.

    Some time after the course, I added him to my contact, and from there onwards, we started to know each other. We managed to click and somehow, love sparkles. blah blah blah... until SO LONG then, we ended up together.

    We missed each other a few times and if time could be turn back, how will this chapter begins? Without Nicholas, without RIKE, without anybody, I guess I would have lost him.

    jamie was bouncin' @ 11:12 PM

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